We had a bad few moments today.. A telephone fight with my mother over clothes that I washed for her that she swears are not hers and she complains that her closet is emptying out and she doesn't know what has happened to her clothes. She ended up screaming at me and hanging up on me. I just don't know what to do about her. They are her clothes and she doesn't believe that it is her memory problem that she doesn't recognize them. I am so frustrated with all this!!!! No wonder it brought tears.
I was so upset after the incident with my mother that I was fuming. I sent off several messages to different people for different reasons, one of them to a medical professional I know to ask for suggestions of a therapist I might see that could help me deal with my mother. She gave me a couple of names, but also suggested I check the Senior Center to see what they might offer. Turns out they have a support group for people dealing with people with dementia and Alzheimers, which meets once a month...and the next meeting just happens to be tomorrow, so I'm off to a support group tomorrow and if that doesn't seem promising, I'll check out the recommended therapists.
Also, I came up with a plan of action. I am going to take her shopping for new clothes. I'll even take her back to the thrift shop where she used to work, if she wants. We will then bring those clothes home and LABEL them all together. And then I will let her know that I am not going to do her laundry any more. She is going to do her laundry there at Atria, only we will do it together (since she is afraid of getting lost going to the laundry room, just a few steps from her apartment). She will take the clothes from her hamper and put them in the washing machine and transfer them from the washer to the dryer and then bring them back to her apartment. It will be much less convenient for me, but if it will avoid another incident like today, then that will be good.
I don't know if she will remember our fight, or if she will remember and not be speaking to me tomorrow. We are scheduled to have lunch at 11:30 and the support group meeting is at 10:00. I don't know what I'm going to find at Atria tomorrow. But I have to do something to make this right.